Today’s meeting went well. Not spectacular, not outstanding, just well. The eventual outcome of said meeting, then, remains to be seen. We shall see what the others at the table thought of me, and if everything went as well as I believe they did.
It was good, of course, as it always is, to see an old friend and get a chance to catch up. He seems to be honestly enjoying this place, and I could easily believe that. To those who know him and have missed him, he offers a warm hello.
Now that I have a clearer view of the potentiality here, I know now that coming here would definitely be out of my comfort zone. As a matter of fact, it would be so far outside my comfort zone we’d be waving to the denizens of the discomfort zone while crossing the boarder into freak-out zone, with perhaps a destination in mind square in the middle of nervous-breakdown zone. But, it might be time for me to break out of the old tried and true, leaving what has obviously reached comfort through stagnation and duldrum, and actually grow in a new way, due to the environment and my particulars being something so unbelievably different to me, that their newness, the that “new-life smell” could really draw me in. Perhaps making a decision so unbelievably uncharacteristic of me would finally give me the chance that I have been seeking for damn near a year, simply to pack my bags and run and hide…
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